note-worthy notes

8:39, 9/24/24| I just finished reading something for 20 minutes that really upset me the entire time I was reading it. I hate reading about infidelity as a trope. You feel bad??? no shit, you should feel awful. He continues to cheat throughout the entire comic, feels bad, then manipulates his thoughts to think it's ok because it's 'casual'. I wish to never read something like this again, but I know that I will.

22:29, 9/30/24| I am a relentlessly gay individual who has probably spent most of my life on the internet and as such I have had a plethora of fictional man crushes. I've been thinking about this topic for a suprrising amount of time and such I believe i've come up with a complete in-order list? I've had a pretty bad medical accident that has definitley affected my memory somewhat so this probably isn't entirely accurate but wtv.
Cole Macgrath (infamous)
Delsin Rowe (infamous second son)
Diego Brando (jjba)
Fortaime (winds of change)
Pro (winds of change)
Sovy (winds of change)
Asriel Dreemurr (undertale)
Ralsei (deltarune)
Jun Kobayashi (tennis ace)
Lake (dawn chorus)
Von Lyacon (zenless zone zero)

12:28, 10/26/24| I listen to so many artists under 100k monthly listeners on soptify that when I find someone I like with over a million, in my head I'm like "damn I'm basic now ig".

23:26, 10/26/24| I started thinking about the logistics of if my mom died and I started crying.